More than He Can Admit

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First Love

The person that I know, isn't this person that I see

You change who you aer with one or two or three

Don't you understand, I can see it in you

But you're still angry and won't tell me it's true

Crueler and deeper your words hurt each time

You'd rather lie to me than admit your crime

You hide your truth and insist I'm wrong

The lying hurts the worst; I've known it all along

I don't know what ot do to show you my pain

All you do is get mad time and time again

You won't listen or understand that I am hurt

Do you really believe that you weren't?

It makes me feel stupid when you act this way

I don't udnerstand, you lie and think it's okay

I wish you'd stop doing this and open up your eyes

You'll be okay this time, and i'll just sit and cry

In the morning you'll feel silly, and apologize again

I'll think that maybe you'll be smarter than you've been

Yet another night comes and so does that other guy

The bottle will take over, once again I'll cry

I don't know what to do, I want to make oyu see

You are hurting yourself, while you're hurting me

I should leave you behind, but I want to help you

You deny it and get angry, I don't know what to do

I love you but not that person you become

Yet each time you think you were just having fun

You say you'll let go, you say you'll try

Why should I believe you, I know it's a lie

It's not that easy, that's the part you miss

YOu can't just turn away from being like this

Go out with your friends, just try, I dare you

They say "drink this" and what do you do?

You come up with reasons, it makes me sick

For this and for that, that's why you drink

I need you, I want you, but I have such doubts

I try to have faith that you can go without

If only you understood that your hurting yourself

I know you've watched it happen to somebody else

Believe in yourself 'cause your stronger than it

I need you, and you need to quit

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Many of our fights were based around his drinking problem...

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