I let my demons win again!

I let my demons win again!



Sometimes I cave

  and let my demons

Get the best of me once again.

At times when I’m trying to do

Something for myself without

Asking for help. I think to myself

You can do this as soon as I say that

Whenever I’m trying to do falls apart

Or makes a mess in the floor and I get so angry

With myself. I just don’t  understand why

Something so simple for everybody else

Is like pulling teeth for people me?

I know that everybody that was

Born with a disability no matter what it

May be there’s a reason for everything.

I call these thoughts my demons because

I battle them everyday. These demons

Are sometimes stronger then me and

They take me over and try to

Get the best of me on those days I

Cave for a second tears will

Fall from my eyes over the

Simplest of things.

I have to say okay they made you

Cry big deal nobody’s perfect

We all have our weaknesses in life

Get up bush those demons off your back

Look them in the eye say you might’ve

Won the battle but you’ll never win the

War!

May 23rd  2007

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