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MY BAD THOUGHTS.



MY THOUGHTS ARE SCATTERED IN MY BRAIN

I TRY TO FORGET ABOUT THE HORRIBLE

MEMORIES OF MY PAST. BUT NO MATTER

HOW I TRY TO PUT MY HORRIBLE MEMORIES TO

REST THEY ALWAYS TO BE THERE HUNT

AND FALLOW ME.  SOMETIMES

I SECRETLY CRY IN SLIENT

BECAUSE OF A BAD THOUGHT

THAT FLASH THROUGH MY HEAD.

OTHERS TIMES I WISH I WOULD DIE

BUT WHEN I SAY THAT I BEG GOD NOT TO

HEAR THAT ONE SCETENCE I ALWAYS SAY

WHEN I DON’T THINK MY HEART CAN TAKE ANYMORE. SO I CRY OUT TO GOD SAYING THAT ONE SECTENCE

WHEN MY HEART FEELS TRAPPED IN PAIN AND AGONY HOPING HE’LL HELP ME AND GET ME TO WHERE I NEED TO BE. MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN BY

SOMEBODY I LOVED TRUSTED, ADMIRED HE WALKED OFF WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL WITH NO EXPLAINATION WHY HE WAS ABANDED ME

WHY HE ONLY CAME TO SEE ME TWICE A YEAR.

THEN HE DID COME TO VISIT ME HE WOULD MOLESSTLE ME AND PREACH AT ME ABOUT WHAT HE WANTED ME TO BE. HE LEFTED MOM TO RAISE ME ALL BY HERSELF AND I WILL FORGET HIM DOING LIKE THAT. I MEAN SURE HE SUPPORTS ME BUT

MONEY IS NOTHING TO ME. I TRY TO CLEAR HEAD

OF THESE THOUGHTS AND PUT ALL THESE TO REST

BUT NO MATTER I TRY TO FORGET TO SEEM LURKIN SOMEWHERE IN MY BRAIN AT TIMES I FEEL LIKE IT ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE MY BAD THOUGHTS GET THE BEST OF ME!!