Incel (L Ron Hubbard)

I felt it in a moment 

the feeling of being passed by

iit was nice to even be considered 

dignity in being devoured by a giant spider for all time

because that is what it feels like to me

obscurity, nothing 

being a loser 

 

I guess I didn't really try that hard

just what came to me at any particular time

most of the time that was b- level 

back to feeling it tho 

I was just sitting there watching a tom cruise movie

and bam I had the notion of men in a board room determining my obscurity

I assume they represent the universe or something 

fucked up I pictured white men 

one of them was fat and wore glasses

like what makes him so fucking great 

what is winning anyway 

buddha and donald trump would have you believe very different notions of the concept

were not free

were bound by impulse

by nature

each other 

obligated to take oxygen to our bodies 

how comfortable can you be while you burn to death

before your own machinery turns on itself 

dying is the ultimate obscurity

the only permanent state

it was like a whisper that picked up enough steam to make a hurricane

but petered out all the same

a gasp more than a whisper

a death heave, spitting out bits of debris that formed the matter we walk on

there is no winning 

minimize pain 

sorry to the animals 

instead of apologizing Il put my dick into an electric pencil sharpener 

and feel bad 

have fucking negative emotions 

what's the point or the difference 

xemu 

the answer is xemu 

 

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