I felt it in a moment
the feeling of being passed by
iit was nice to even be considered
dignity in being devoured by a giant spider for all time
because that is what it feels like to me
obscurity, nothing
being a loser
I guess I didn't really try that hard
just what came to me at any particular time
most of the time that was b- level
back to feeling it tho
I was just sitting there watching a tom cruise movie
and bam I had the notion of men in a board room determining my obscurity
I assume they represent the universe or something
fucked up I pictured white men
one of them was fat and wore glasses
like what makes him so fucking great
what is winning anyway
buddha and donald trump would have you believe very different notions of the concept
were not free
were bound by impulse
by nature
each other
obligated to take oxygen to our bodies
how comfortable can you be while you burn to death
before your own machinery turns on itself
dying is the ultimate obscurity
the only permanent state
it was like a whisper that picked up enough steam to make a hurricane
but petered out all the same
a gasp more than a whisper
a death heave, spitting out bits of debris that formed the matter we walk on
there is no winning
minimize pain
sorry to the animals
instead of apologizing Il put my dick into an electric pencil sharpener
and feel bad
have fucking negative emotions
what's the point or the difference
xemu
the answer is xemu