A Big Deal

you were always so insensitive
and you have always hurt me, incidently.
i never had a right to my emotions
I never felt it was ok to be.
angry, and unjust
for the way you'd make me feel.
I was just someone you knew,
and it was never,
a big deal.

You were, so incredibly cruel
in your blase' dismissal of me.
It made me sub-human,
Made me less than a fool.
To accept that I meant so little to you

But these days, i am cold like stone.
And I am strong within my convictions.
if that means that then, I stand alone.
Then that is my sole intention

i was right to say
you'll never look at me again
and i want you to know,
that I'm entitled to my pain.

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