Men before you.

Pain has ruined me. 

It has taken my innocence from me 

It has broken my trust, 

My hope, my faith. 

In that I always have to have plan B,

I always have to think of another way.

I can never enjoy the moment, 

Never give myself fully, 

I must always prepare for the worst ,

So in turn you only get part of me, 

The shadow of who I used to be 

Before I let the men before you, 

Change me.

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