My Leave

 

I didn't know.

I really didn't.

 

I thought you wouldn't care.

I thought I would just be another goodbye.

 

I didn't know I meant so much,

I didn't know I would hurt you so much.

 

I wish you cried out to me,

Broke the silence, when I wouldn't.

 

I saw what you wrote.

I knew you were angry.

But I didn't know that you hurt.

 

I didn't know I caused you to spiral.

I didn't know I created a void in your life.

 

I guess I thought it better to leave,

and not allow you to talk me out of it.

 

I would have listened to you,

You could have reasoned with me.

 

But I left so sudden 

and never gave you the chance.

 

But only now do I know,

and for some reason,

you're still here.

 

I don't know how,

I don't know why,

but you were here when I needed you. 

 

I guess you needed me

just as much.

 

But now I'm back,

I'm not going anywhere.

Not again,

Not ever.

 

 

 

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