be the one

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I hate this place so much
Why do I have to act like nothings wrong
When really i just wanna die
Why must I lie to your face
Everytime you ask me whats wrong
Why can't I just scream out loud
Why can't I just cry and break down
Why
Can you tell me the answer
No
Of course not
How could you
When you don’t even know that something is wrong
I don’t get why I have this feeling inside
This feeling of loss and pain
I wanna be ok
I wanna tell you the truth
I want what I tell you to reflect how I really feel
I don’t wanna live my life everyday in pain
I wanna be ok
I wanna laugh and smile
Without having to fake it
I want you to hold me in your arms
And I want you to tell me that it will be ok
And I want to believe you when you say it
But most of all I want you to see the real me
The me that cries inside for no reason
But still I can’t tell a soul
I want you to know when I need someone to be there
And I want you to be the one
The one who saves my life
Cause to me you are the one
The one who might stand a chance in helping me through
So please can I count on you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this goes out to someone who means a lot to me

 

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