I don’t want it
Get it away
I will not have it
You can’t make me
I won’t listen
I know what I’m doing is bad
But you know what I don’t care
I don’t care if I die
I really don’t
I just want to control myself
If I can control what I eat
Then I can control anything
I can do anything
As long as I keep something under control
And I have chosen food
It is my obsession
It’s what I have control over
And I will always be in control
Until I die from it
Until I starve
Body and soon enough mind too