Is He Real

Water water please come help me
And bare water for the roses with me
Lonely lonely this is me
Lonely lonely that is you
With you is where I’d rather be
For fear is the pain that I need to kill
But sometimes pain is unshakable
Forever to be alone, sometimes I wonder
Do i deserve this pain, this fault, do I
Have god cursed me
Because I don’t believe
Everything about his story
Maybe it’s my false for feeling sorry for myself
Time stops for no ‘one
Years pass, nothing changes
Still contemplating the same ole rhyme
Still turning pages in the same ole book
Still going to church praising his name
Doing his biding the best I can
Nothing has changed sometimes I want to just give up
But I’m to afraid of the alternative
I just wonder at times is there even a god
And if there is where is he because I could
Use him right now.

By. jtl

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wonder about god i dont think this is a poem idk you tell me
me just rambling

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