Why me?

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Highschool

Death seems like my only answer to struggling and pathetic lonely life
I just feel like I’m not worth it…living just to become a nobody
No one cares for me I could die tomorrow and no one would care
My so-called family don’t notice anything there site so narrowed
By their own needs and wants but I guess there right I’m not a child
It’s not their responsibly to babysit me but that’s really all there doing
Because I can’t seem to do or complete things on my own
I put everyone before me and I get no reconnection people always
Me why you’re so mean or cold because the world hasn’t been nice to me why should
I be nice to the world I guess that’s one reason why people don’t like me oh well
Screw them den I’m invisible
Girls don’t even give a first look I wouldn’t stand a chance it’s my own fault anyway
I don’t have confidence or self-steam to step-up and talk to them
I guess I was born to be a loser
I think of this all the time if there is a god why did he have to make me I’m going to
Die alone all I can think about anymore is ending it all but I’m to afraid to be dead
Yesterday I tried to hang myself I was so nervous I sat there for hours just stirring
At the noose until I finally got the courage about a couple of seconds into it
Being a dummy I tightened the other end of the rope so in just a few seconds
All the sag I left sent me falling to my face

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