for remembering

I've never been

this way before

forgetting more

than I can recall

I'm drinking less

but drinking still

its kind of funny

I always wanted

to just give up

too much of a coward

I could never be so clever

but here I sit

a little intoxicated

a little sad

forgetting more than

I'm remembering

missing what I've never had

it doesn't matter too

much these days

life is wonderful

filled with gray haze

and its a maze

but I've found my way

reveling in my loneliness

sucking up my tears

laughing until it hurts

facing my fears

my pen

my keystrokes

the chatter in my mind

flows thru me

and into another line

forever freezing time

Author's Notes/Comments: 

something i found that i had never published.

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