desperate actions
I've pushed you away
my weekly shtick
I know
I can be what you say I am
I'm okay with that
a defensive mode i go thru
it works for me to be alone
I fucked up you say
but I'm not perfect
I'm far from it
you say I should've trusted you
and I did
I was a friend to you
you aren't perfect
but your smile was
your touch glided over
me like water
now its gone
I've only myself to blame
and I'm ok with that
I know you'll be back
when I tell you to
come on home
but you go on about your
day
find something better
to suit your ways
I know your kind
and I'm okay with that
in fact it's best to not
get attached
easy come
easy go
what do we really have
to show
some good times
good laughs
memories between the sheets
and a life time
on which to reflect
to what this means
but we don't think alike
you think in black and white
I see gray
I guess what I'm trying to
say is
I'm okay with that