Untitled Pain

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Zoria Harris

Untitled Pain

See my tearz?
They are real as the pain deep within me...
Woundz inflicted by the burden of my grief..
The burden of my broken heart bleeding piecez
of itself beneath my kneez..
I feel like part of my soulz turned cold cuz
i'm lost without you here with me...
I feel like i'm drowing and everyday is a new
struggle,trying 2 keep my head above water..
I'm fighting back my fearz of never seeing you
again wishing i could see your beautiful smile that
lit up the nite..
struggling with my faith trying 2 belive God
will place you back in my life;so a motherz worst
nitemare will end..
I miss laying my head on your chest and hearing
the melody of your heart beat..
many yearz has passed and i missed so much of your life..
I swear i'm tryna be strong but itz hard not to
feel weak ,when i'm feeling so empty...
I'm tired of longing for your presence..
missing the scent of cookiez on your breath...
losing touch of how your voice use to sound...
I'm trying 2 heal but i want you back home with
me so we can be a family...
in a daze i sit wondering do you remember me?
Are you sad or are you happy?
See my tearz?they are real as the pain deep
within me and they fall everytime i wonder do you think
about me..
 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"You may be in another home but we are bonded 4 life through dna no one can ever take that away" This Nitemare i had bout you I was sleeping when i had this nitemare about you; in my nitemare you was three! like you was when you got tooking out of my life.In this dream i took you trick or treating everything was going good.we was happy like we use to be until we got to this house.I dont know how but the owner scared you away,you took off running.I ran trying to catch you. I watched as with each flight of stairz you ran down ;you got older and older.the older you got the more you faded away and i didnt see you nomore.it felt so real i thought you was really home until i woke up and realize it aint the truth.i juzt wanted 2 go back to sleep so i can hold you one more time.I juzt want you back so the pain can ease away but it seemz it will never happen..

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