so hard

My hearts deformed voided in the middle
And fallen apart,like a pie missing a few ingredients....
My hearts a puzzle each piece is shackled beating
in pain,desiring to be free!Why Me?
Why must i cry inside?Like i've lost a best friend like
I've attended a funeral,I can't stand feeling like I'm
a fallen angel who's wings been clipped...
I'm tired of hiding my sadness behind my smiles...
My souls tainted by misery....
I just want to be happy everything ain't gone always
be roses but,why so many thorns?poking at me...
I feel hopeless & empty! I think i'm losing my mind!
I'm tired of fighting playing tug~ah~war
with my sanity.
What did i do why must it be this way,trapped inside
my pain raining a trillion tears,beside my eyes...
I feel like a burden within my own body...
My hearts deformed voided in the middle and fallen
apart,Why must life in these emotions be SO Hard~*

 

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