Bleeding Pain

Bleeding Pain
There is a storm going on in me..
I'm terrified of the tornadoes twisting inside..
I feel I'm being torn alive..
I hate being alone, trying 2 fight the burden of these feelingz.
I'm trying 2 be strong through the troublez in my life..
Tearz fall from my eyez like liquid pain trying to excape,
But they are trapped..
Trapped in one spot, piercing through my skin like a bullet..
I feel like I've been shot.
I just want the woundz 2 heal & the pain to stop
Looks can be deceiving, my smile showz my happiness outside
Flip it like a coin inside-out &  you'll see I'm tormented by sorrowz.
I'm not insecure or a bad person,
I just don't want 2  feel like i'm sitting in a
court room of judgez; on trial for what I been through...
I keep it bottled up within me like deadly liquor,
'Cause its 2  hard for some 2  consume..
I'm just a person who'z suffered alot..
Liguid pain falls from my eyez in the form of tearz;
Stuck in one spot.
Burning my face like a bullet, I feel like I've been shot.
These woundz are deeper than a sea,
Deeper than the naked eye can see..
It's hard trying 2 be strong & survive another nite..
I know suicide aint right so I'm holding on tight with a fight..
I'm trying 2 believe it'z gone get better & everything will be alright..
Even though I feel overwlmed choking on all this shit I keep my head up;
Hoping I'll get through it...
Hoping God will help me through my bleeding pain...

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