Why'd U Have To Leave

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Zoria Harris

My heart sits in this misery trying to release these demons for the world to see
How i feel ain't a mystery my hearts drained!
My souls grieving like she gone even though she's alive...
Its hard to express what i'm feeling inside...
My sunrise died & fallen into sorrow...
NO one will be able to understand!
Unless there in my shoes...
Everyday reliving the reality of her being stolen away...
Its like being raped of something so great!
she'll never be replaced...
Awake in the dark with my head upon my pillow listing to her now invisible
heartbeats play me a song!
Unable to sleep so tired can't even remember my own phone number...
Part of my heart is gone away!
Physically like the wind she's invisible to me,Its a Feeling harming me mentally..
I inhale with each breath i take i try to swallow my fears!
Hoping one day i'll see her again..
This pain hurts like a knife stabbing me deep inside my throat..
No one See's the wounds!I'm bleeding slow...
I'm tortured cold & weak!
Being strong is harder then any reminiscing of her lost memories...
Behind my smiles tears rain like a hundred needles fallen from my eyes...

I'm drowning inside my cries! Wondering why its gotta be this way?
Missing her wishing she wasn't stolen away...
Unfairly because my child hood was a mistake,The state thought her i was
unable to raise...
Stuck in society's box Trying find a escape...
I'm captured like a ball chained locked & caged...
Inside my heart she'll always be tucked away like a golden keep sake!
I'd like to hold her in my arms just one more time...
It should be a crime this feeling of emptyness inside...
She was my unique garden she kept me colorful... "I love you zoria"
Why'd you Have to leave?
All i have left now is bittersweet memories...
Everyday is a struggle not being able hold you & snuggle
As each sunrises falls & moon come up...
I pray god hears my prayers & heals my wounds!
I know i'll never be able to fully get over you...
Infact that's a issue because i miss you....
I'd like to wash the burden of your absence from within my mind...
I stare at tupac face & remember his famous words...
"keep your head up" Thats all i can do..

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