In my heart...

tell me...

that im a good friend,

that ill always

make you happy....

not that,

when you're drunk,

you rather be around me,

then when you're not...

not that,

you havent been happy

since you were at camp...

i dont want

to hear that...

would you like me to say,

that since you've

been in my life,

i've never been happy,

that i've done things,

cause i was hurt by you?

that every minute of the day

i wish...

you werent in my life...

that no matter how much

you lie ot me...

there will always

be a place for you

in my heart...

that no matter

how much you hurt me

no matter how much it kills me...

that no matter

how much i cant stand,

what you do to me...

that i cant stop...

loving you...

it makes me mad,

to know

that no matter

how much

you hurt me

i cant stand a day

without knowing

you're always going

to be there...

it makes me so upset,

to know the fucking truth...

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