I/ Not

i think of your name

i break into tears

i look at your picture

i break down and cry

if i even see your face

ill want to die

im not good enough

not able to be there

not pretty enough

not skinny enough

not rocker enough

not gothic enough

not smart enough

and yet

i still want you

the hurtfull words

they will pass

being with you

could always last...

can i change?

will it make it better?

I dont understand?

i want you

so badly

my bodys aching

from so much pain

from slitting my wrists...

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