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Why Do You Care
I feel as if my words dont matter
my feelings mean nothing
you could care less about my life...
I was up all night
crying about you
wishing you would
hold me tight.
But instead
I hold myself
try to kill myself
hold a blade to my wrist
watch the blood pour out
hoping the cut is deep enough
to end my life
get rid of my sorrow
end all my pain
and yet...
i cry
thinking how stupid i am
why should I do this?
Do I want people to care?
Do I want to be noticed?
Do I want to be loved?
Do I want to die?
I can't answer these
for my words do not matter
love does not matter
to be noticed does not matter
to be cared for,
to die....
it does not matter!
