someone

i just wanted to talk

someone to understand

someone to be there

like i was told before

but one word

of wht my problems are

i have been denied

been told there is no help

i have writen things

about her...and yet

im doing it again..

i have hurt her..

too much pain i have brought..

too much pain to have said...

i have said nor done anything...

but the pain remains....

just like the way...

my friend shall stay...

not her but him...

with a belt around his neck

holding on for dear life

want to live...

and yet not die...

his mind has changed...

and so has mine...

i dont want to go out...

instead i want to die....

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