lies...

i want to tell you

i cant lie anymore

im not fine

and im not o.k...

im never happy

i want to be alone

i dont know

who i am anymore

i still cut

i cant stop

i wont stop

i need the pain

to know im here

i need the pain

i dont want

to be this way

i rather be dead

i can only help others

no one can help me

not even you

theres no point knowing me

this is not a lie

its the truth

i dont even know myself

so why dont i die?

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