December begin

Ice water chill
Hold back stand still
There is war down the road
The worlds energy flowed
Claim ownership of december
Forget what you can't remember
Stand alone with a white flag and surrender
Forget why i came
Each day ends the same
The tear leaves a stain
Smoke the medication
From the depression salvation
Free my mind
From the darkness i hide
A cold heart of ice inside
Snow falls brutal windy storms
Fire ignites a star forms
Galactic precision the monkey performs
This is my december
I am the only member
The month of a year ending
So much to accomplish the clock is ticking
Lost in the cycle the watch is clicking
Shifting though time at my own slow pace
Maybe some day my life will fit in place
Alone in the dark
In the pitch black i embark
Take step forward the nightmare is over
Fire up your engines collect your clover
My way is lost
Slowing down by the frost
Close your eyes nothing left to see
Unfaithful lies staring into me
I will survive
Through deep waters i dive
Sit back enjoy the ride
Take silence for a test drive
Empty and hollow
Where goes tomorrow
It got lost between now and yesterday
Longing for sleep I have nothing left to say

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I miss having a girl in my life. I miss having faith in myself. I wish i could control the depression. It seems hopeless.

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