Mistaken

                 "I'm sorry...

                        I'm sorry."

                      You repeat.

                  As if saying it again

                        makes it more true.

                  The line of excuses

                          which follows

                  pulls a string with in me.

                        You know that.

                          Seeing you

                  was always a

                        thrilling experience...

                  Always thrilling.

                        Bringing a smile

                          to a face

                  usually holding all as suspects.

                        But it's odd and it hurts

                  as much as it excites...

                          It hurts.

                  They tell me

                      that you lie

                          like breathing.

                  It's that easy for you

                      they say.

                  I like to think...

                      I wished...

                          I hoped

                  that they were mistaken.

                      That I was  

                  one of the few

                      with which you shared

                  truth.

                      I know that

                  you live another life

                          with others

                  drunken

                      insensitive.

                  But I thought

                          it was true

                  when you kissed me,

                      when you spoke my name

                          so affectionatly.

                  It felt real.

                          Now, however

                  comes the cold,

                      the disaffection,

                  the laughing at emotions

                      I thought we once shared,

                  the cruelty...

                          Oh the cruelty.

                      And it appears that

                  I was the one

                          who was mistaken.






Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this about a guy I know (isn't it always)or thought I knew once.  

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