Envy and Despair

I feel so lost inside now,

No one reaches for me, I'm falling down and down,

Why is it everytime I see her I say wow?

She doesn't even talk to me, it's like I'm not around.

And so I sit and wonder, what's left for me to do?

I think it's time for me to leave, I can't still want you.

All my heart just went under, I'm afraid to hear the truth,

But I'm glad I'm still breathing, trying to make it through.

Everyone around me is beautiful, the opposite of me,

So ugly and tore down, from all this growing envy,

I just want to be with you, and be something like him,

He gets to watch me lose, while he moves in to win.

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