I can’t be sure if this sickness will pass,
with such limited beats left
I’m all ready feeling my flesh
decompose.
My body is withering just like
the petals of a rose.
I’d grip onto life, but my fingers won’t bend
they crack into dust while my soul
will not mend.
My eyes are lidded, it hurts to open
not as if there’s any pain left.
I’m too afraid to try.
If there’s no pain left in the world
how can I muster a fancy to die?