A scar named guilt. 3/1/04

The razor felt unreal against my skin

It had been so long I didn’t know where to begin

Slowly I discovered myself and I began to slice the guilt like lemons

Like citric acid, new blood burns

How could I help myself?

The further I went the better I felt.

I was a rose that had been left to wilt

Sensations arose from my flesh that screamed “life!”

After months of starvation I was granted with water to quench my thirst; to soak my petals with the taste of metal

How delightfully the pain masks my sorrow!

And who am I to wait for tomorrow?

Yes, I hurt myself today

But with the hurt, the scars too will fade.

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