Internal

October 8, 2003



What do I need to do

So my life I could pursue

I start to cry

At the thought to try to again die



I know that’s not the way

I wish somehow my life I could delay

I have enough to worry about

All I need is one good scream and shout



My uncle is in the hospital for a new heart

With him I don’t think I could ever part

My grandpa says I don’t understand

I wish I could fly to a magical fantasyland



My boyfriend thinks I’m cheating on him

How could he think so slim

I love him pure and true

I guess he doesn’t have a clue



I’m trying in school

But it would be better to drown in a pool

I cant hold it in anymore

I have to fry to heal my internal sore

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I went through a very dark depression at one time, this was it.

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