My Soul's Destruction

thoughts are racing
thoughts unkind
literally changing
my frame of mind

feelings hard core
never soft
feelings raw and tender
everything in me lost

prepare for one
forget what's next
never knowing
why i'm a science test

nature's calling
nature's a laugh
is all this solid
is it just gas

can it pass
or will it die
is it truth
or do you lie

breathing water
or i it air
listening to my heart
it doesnt care

the brain it wonders
what is true
my heart does ask
do i know you?

they can't connect
two different opinions
some laughter, some tears
you dumb little minions

played me once
and yet again
you still keep breaking
i dont think you'll ever mend

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written 6-aug-2012 at 2:41 a.m. this is one of my longest poems. and out of all truth and honesty i do not remember writing this poem i just found it in my purse almost a month later. And since I like to keep track of what I write and see the responses that I get from them I decided to add this online

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