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The Pain Of Being Lost
Living in a life like mine
Is everybody's hell
The signs are obvious to see
Even the blind area able to tell
Every day of waking up
Brings nothing much of worth
The only thing to look forward to
Is i'm not yet in the dirt
The world I've caused myself to have
Brings lonliness and pain
All I do is sit around
I've nothing yet to gain
I'm twenty-one and out of school
I'm living back at home
In school I had a life and friends
But then my mind was foam
Everyday my mind would bleed
My eyes were wet and teary
No matter what my appearance showed
My heart was distraught and weary
Everyone who loved me then
I slowly pushed away
Instantly my life was gone
And I wish I had them back today
Yet now that I'm a different girl
Now that I've grown my mind
I seem to be more depressed than ever
Happiness is hard to find
I once was told I need to start
To think outside the box
But even after my mind was freed
My heart's still crushed by rocks
Wishing that my life was not
How it's turning out
Isn't gonna help me any
Neither will starting to pout
But if you tried for just one day
To figure out my life
It wouldn't take long to find my neck
And slice it with a knife
