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never again
Love don't really exist
and if it does, my chance at it,
I must have missed
Cause I can't uderstand how love is the reason I'm feeling like this.
When I first met him he.... gave me a rush
Had me yearning for just his touch
Assumed he felt just as much
I thought it was more than just a crush.
So young and dumb ....I thought it was he I could trust
I than gave him my body never realizing he had no love,only lust
Damnnn what a man would do just so u can get him to bust!!!!
Two years and suddenly there was nothing but aggression
Couldn't get along. Simple shit had us stressing
He is no longer the same man he used to be
His time is no longer what he can invest in me.
Everything had changed, nothing was the same.
New female faces entered the picture frame
So blind I couldn't see, I thought everything remained
But the only things that didn't change was our names
I thought he loved me but he had already subliged to playing the "game"
Never wanting to move on
The reason why he held on
Why smash one when you smash two
What's the point of being faithful and true
When there's no one who can catch you?
Love is what I consider a downfall
Because love is the reason you get heartbroken... cuz only to love can you give your all.
For months I played second fiddle
Had me walking around like a fool while people smirked and giggle
Even he too
Telling me lies bout where you been and what u do
Until I finally found out.
And yet I still promised to be true
But now "fuck you"
Not to the one who ripped my heart into many pieces
But instead to love
Because love doesn't really exist... and that's my theisis.
Love as I said many times is just an illusion meant to make you believe what you feel is real
But what is it that you feel you can't even define
So you replace it with the word love only because its a fany line
If the word love didn't exist
what would explain this?
This intense temporary liking for someone
This incredible feeling for simply having fun
This something that makes you think he,or she is the one
What new word would we use
Please love is bullshit,
Only meant for heartache and abuse
P.s never will I use that word again
Cuz at the end we started off as lovers to now not ever being friends
Choose wisely who you fall in love with
And who claims they love you
Cause things will change and they will
Hurt you.
You'll think you're the only girl and one will multiply to two
You'll think their cheating on you only to find out your the mistress
Left with only pain and distress
Damn two years
The most memories I have is shedding tears
