in search

I stand here, lifeless looking for my reflection in the dark

most things are better yet unseen SO THIS is how i search for my heart

in a world full of unanswered question. I set forth a journey...

i am seeking for me

i try to open my vision without opening my eyes so i can discover  what i couldn't see

cause over the years Ive found myself misguided and blinded to the lies i told to myself

and well now at 21 i am in search of SELF

but to find "Valerie" i wonder if id have to jump inside my mothers womb so that she can start over with my birth

maybe This time around id live life , never  allowing me to lose sight of my worth

but i cant control time, i cant rewind.. i can only manipulate the future thats not so guaranteed to me

so here's what ill tell myself to do

never take advantage of your life for another that wont do it for you

never block your heart because your afraid to feel pain , for in the process you'll block joy too

shed your tears not for others, but instead so your tears can wash away your pain

never be afraid of the clouds in the sky but instead release a smile and dance in the rain

for the SUN will eventually come out and be the guiding light that you've been searching for

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