An Unwanted Friend

My friend where are you?
Why are you not by my side?
I resent your presence because you are a humbling thought,
You make me sad and irritated,
My nights long and my days bitter,
But yet you are all I have,
Because even though you are my greatest enemy you are more than often my only friend,
It was just an estranged thought to have that you’ve left me for so long,
And now are returning when it all seems to be going the best,
Maybe it was just your twisted test, to see if I would fit in with the rest,
But now I know I was meant to be ever detested, a living mess
Comforted by you, my only friend,
my Loneliness.

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