She is my every dream, the beat of my heart
She walks across the room
Her every step echoing my doom
I do not claim she is my first love
But I now know I can have no other
I scream out loud, she refuses to hear me say I love her
I am helplessly trapped in her snare
She is the angel for whom I’ve fallen
She didn’t want me - my heart has slowly rotten
And now that I cannot have her
My wrists I’ll deeply slash and gash
Till my veins are destroyed
And all my blood drained
My arteries will remain cut up entrails…
Of a boys soul
A soul that dared to love