I GET THIS FEELING WITHIN MY OWN HEART
DEEP INSIDE FILL WITH ANGER
HOPING TO HIDE
FROM THIS FEELINGS OF SUICIDE
CAUGHT WITHIN A MAZE
THIS LIFE I CALL PRISON
WHERE THERE IS NO ESCAPE
TRYING TO MAINTAIN
MY OWN INSANITY
PIECING TOGETHER MY REALITY
AFFECTED BY MY FANTASIES
NOONE REMAINS
ATTICIPATING MY DOOMSDAY
THE END OF MY LIFE
OF DAMNATION
SEEKING REDEMPTION
GOD PLEASE HELP ME
ALL I HAVE OUR DREAMS
OF SEEING MYSELF
SUCCEED
BUT HOW IF I AM A FAILURE
ALL HOPE IS LOST
IM JUST A LOSS COST
I HEAR MY ENEMIES LAUGH
HOPING FOR ME TO FALL
TIME TAKES SO LONG
I AM GETTIN TOO OLD
WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE
THIS COLD
I HAVE VISIONS OF MY
OWN FUNURAL
WHERE IM STILL ALONE
NOBODY REMEMBER WHO I BE
MY OWN CEREMONY SO EMPTY
I AM WEAK SCARED
OF OPENING UP MY HEART
THAT CONTAINS MILLIONS
OF SCARS
REMEMBER ME FOR WHO I WAS
CUZ I STILL REMAIN HERE
IN THE DARKNESS I BECOME