I'm Sorry Baby

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15. SUICIDE

I Can't believe those words you said.
Just stop.
You're only making things worse.
You say I make you miserable
Because of how I am
You want me to change?
I try so hard to make you happy
But it wasn't enough
I gave you my heart and soul
And you stomp on it
Bloody Bloody mess
I'm a bloody bloody mess
I have to hide my emotions from you
And I will if that's what it takes to make you happy
You words equals a knife to the chest.
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I want to scream
I'm getting closer to the edge
And when I fall and take my last breath
It would make everyone happy
I can't help it that I'm so sick in the head
I wasn't trying to make you miserable
I thought things where fine
But then you said those words
Words I really don't want to hear
I guess I deserve this
It's all my fault
Please don't leave me
I'd do anything to stay in your arms
Anything
I would die for you.
I cannot handle your words
They are sharp and painful
I'm broken ,and overwhelmed
It's my fault
I created this hell
and drug everyone down with me
I'm sorry
It's all my fault
I'm so sorry
I don't expect for your forgiveness
I don't deserve it
Let me just take these pills
and curl up into fetal position
Until my last breath
I'm sorry

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