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I BUILD MYSELF UP, JUST ENOUGH TO LET MYSELF FALL, I REMAIN IGNORANT TO FAMILIAR SIGNS OF WARNING THAT IVE SEEN BEFORE, YET I STARE AT THEM BLINDLY, NEVER LETTING THE REMIND ME, THAT IVE BEEN HERE BEFORE SO I LET IT SLIP BEHIND ME, I ABANDON MYSELF, MY SELF PORTRAYAL IS VAGUE, YET I KNOW SOMEDAY THAT ILL SUBMIT TO WHAT HAS LEAD ME ASTRAY,

IM TOXIC AND I CANT STOP IT, MY INTENTIONS ARE THAT OF HOPE IN EVERYONE ELSES JOY BUT MY OWN, AND ONCE I FEEL IT, I ABANDON HOPES OF MY OWN JOY, I ATROPHY ALL SENSES OF COMPASSIONS TO THE POINT I ONCE AGAIN DESTROY ME, I SIT HERE LEFT IN THE RUINS OF MY CORE, STANDING UP PHYSICALLY BUT SUB CONCIOUSLY ON THE FLOOR, I M TORN, IM COLD ON THE INSIDE AND WARM ON THE OUTERS OF ME, IM A TOXIC ABANDONMENT OF WHAT MY CREATOR INTENDED ME TO BE.

SO I GUESS IM A BIRTH DEFECT IN SYNC WITH EVERYONE COMPLETELY, MINUS ME, IF YOU DO MY MATH THE ANSWER FITS ME PERFECTLY. TO ALL BUT ME, IM AN ENDLESS SEA OF BROKEN DREAMS. WITH NO STRUCTURE KNOWN TO MAN TO HELP TO REACH ME, YET YOU TEACH ME THAT ENDLESSLY. PROOF OF THE SEAS THAT ULTIMATELY SEPARATE ME, THE WAVES INTERROGATE ME, BUT AS THEY REACH ME, IM TORN DOWN COMPLETELY. AND THEY’LL NEVER MEET ME

SO IN CLOSING I BEG TO YOU DISCRETELY TO HELP COMPLETE ME, IM ALONE AND EMPTY PLEASE DEFEND ME, HELP ME MEND ME, AND IN RETURN ILL DEFEND THEE, I WONT LET YOU CARESS ME THO I LONG FOR EMBRACES ENDLESSLY, BE THE SAVIOR OF ME, PLEASE DON’T JUST PRETND TO BE…JUST BE AS I BARELY BREATHE,