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Depression II
8/25/2013

Sadness fills my heart,
Deeper into thoughts,
People surround,
People are born,
People are married,
People are celebrating,
But I get more jealous.

Sadness clouds my mind,
Crying is on the horizon,
Depression falls deeper,
Into the hands of one.

Throat hurts,
Eyes hurt,
Heart hurts,
Emotions hurt,
Mind hurts,
I become more confused.

Birds sore through the sky,
Animals walk the earth,
Fish swim in waters,
They not worry about life,
But worry about survival.

I worry about Love,
Family,
Friends,
Jobs,
Myself,
Me,
And I.

But each time I get hurt,
Burnt,
Stabbed,
Ignored,
Left alone.

I feel loneliness all around,
I feel depression,
I feel lost,
I feel confused,
I feel deep think,
I feel how I feel.

I know there is Hope,
Strength,
Family & friends,
Positive,
Help,
Power,
But I ignore these in find of shelter.

I can find help,
But I am afraid of the outcome,
I am afraid of the help,
I am afraid of it all.
I am afraid of myself,
Scared of me,
Scared of I,
Scared of my destiny,
Scared of what will be,
Scared of the end,
And scared of the beginning.