How am I to?
How am I
to find
forgiveness
in my heart?
so much
resentment…
All for you
and you
and you
and you
and you—
all of you.
You’ve hurt me
deep.
Don’t you know?
All you’ve done
has hurt me so.
You don’t acknowledge
what you’ve done.
Don’t think
anything is wrong
with treating me
to such degree
no one could withstand
but me.
It has hurt me
to the bone—
it’s in my gut
and hips,
you know.
Each time
that I see your face
I tense up—
heart starts
to
race.
Afraid of you
I do
become…
when you see me,
the fight is on.
How am I
to find
forgiveness
in my heart?
so much
resistance.