I cant

No one seems to understand that when say I cant.

 

That,

I,

Cant.

 

It's not a lack of trying,

Or a lack of wanting,

Because I do try and i do want to.

 

I,

Just,

Cant.

 

I am unable to cope with the norms of society,

Unable to go out like its nothing,

I cant talk and convers without becoming flushed, and studdering.

 

This disabality had left me shivering in the dark,

Alone and isolated from everyone and everything,

With no way to fix it.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Even if I COULD I cant, I don't want to face the demons that I know are lurking...

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