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Unfinished
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I see no.point to all of it
And believe me I do try,
To be more calm.and normal and easy to deal.with
But the things in my head
The insecurity the fear
The idea I might be better off dead
Its almost always there
Id like to believe someone cares
But then the voices start laughing
Asking me how can I expect anyone to even dare
To invest in me when I'm not worth loving
This sounds like depression
I know what you'll wanna say
But I'm dealing best i can with my situation
Just taking day by day
It just saddens me that nothing is enough
It maddens me that I'm not that tough
But if you think I'll show that weakness you've got me wrong
Id rather die inside and drown all.alone
Than spill it out so you can say you were right all along.
