Anxious to love again

I'm so tired of these tears

So tired of the fear, to ever love again

how could you let this unconditonal love go

I loved you no matter what you did to me

I held your hand every step of the way

even when you decided to give me your ass to kiss

even when you decided to spit in my face

even though you moved on, I still love you till this day

I just want this love to go away

so I can move astray

I know out there real love awaits me

but you keep holding me here

you used to call me selfish

but you never consider me

you hold my heart captive

you play with it like you would a yo-yo

stringing me along, as if you don't know

I can't wait to be clear of you

I can't wait to move on

but the only thing im scared of is when I find the right one

my love won't be as strong

as strong as it was for you

because of what you put me through

Still I can't wait to move on

can't wait to live again

can't wait till the day I find my true lover & friend.

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