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'Back again, leave again, only to be friends again?'

Hope it won't end-up being a : I can't remember when?

(Cause committed, fragile; 6 years back than)

But a: I will always recall those moments when…

It, you & I was wrong 'bout thinking we were right

Never felt so right to be so wrong, things did when young

True love's never wrong. Stayed strong even though u left

'Only the strong will survive'; don't be surprise even this I know

Never I've let it go. Always I've letting it grow





From boyhood to manhood I've seen & felt ur changes

I noticed the unnoticeable when u went through tuff stages

Couldn't always be there for you, standing alone, ruff phases

We obliviously managed; luck gave us nuff chances

From the PARC: first staring looks & shy faces

To the msn room: immature convos & emoticone faces

It's all in the past but they're our memories. For us to make 'em last

So we can have a story to tell dreamers who aren't having a blast

Living miles away. Cast as the lead roles, braving the 4 seasons' forecast. Many reasons 4 us ceasing to exist; still no conclusion, we persist.





We meet again where we've met 4 the first time

And again just like that one time….It can't be our last.

Short moments making sure memory engraves it into our minds.

Forever shaping our future so we'll always remind

That time ain't got shit over us & love won't do shit for us

We alone, loners for long, forever longing for our moment to reach strong

Waiting for Patience; for that least expected moment to show-up

Patiently stressing for the opportunity to come-up

For that 'Thing' we once had to finally join and become Some-thing

It ain't 'cause we think it's gone happen that it will. Do something



It can only be laziness keeping us in this mess.

Dismissing us when we're the ones who started this business

Doesn't make sense but what really does? What happen to our senses?

Seems like we've lost the touch. Not yet lost. We'll pay the cost

Effortless now. Crying less cause seems to be needless. Loosing grip.

Missing the leader in leadership; now just sailing away. Bad trip.

So I'll go and sadly I'll never know; was it a yes or a no?

Sores inside my heart slowly tear my beliefs apart

Healing has been made impossible; you playing a major part

All this coming-back & leaving-again, no time to scar

When all those good feelings adds up to nothing. Like an empty jar

No purposes only filling an empty spot that will soon be replaced

By more or less satisfying distractions. Life now need to be fast-paced

Ears full of gold, he shines unaware he'd just sank a boat full of gold

With that done-wasting-time attitude discussed by me coz my life's on hold

Walks by me with fake concerns coz fake confidence. Let the truth be told

'It's a man's world' but 'What's a woman when a man' s heart so cold





Cause he's back again. Won't leave again & see no need to be friends again

Somehow, somewhere, somebody still seems to want us united

Bringing us together whenever it's the least expected

I shiver still and get tears in my eyes each time you come across

Reminding me that we use to have dreams and now they're lost

Scared & deceived but still hopeful like Jesus on his cross

Reading minds sessions made impossible; constant intermissions

Invading my body his heat kills my thoughts; the Devil's on a mission

Entering the land he once owned; taking advantages of his familiarity

To invade my privacy. Stabbing me with my own hand; Hara-kiri.





Why ask for a promise if your idea was to let it expire?

Years of steady mental commitment is leaving me tired

A promise is a plan people often forget to elaborate

There will be no more chances, no more I'll collaborate

One don't know what they have 'til it's gone now

You will know once had me cause I'm done now

Acting like all those poems weren't directed to you

Always thought I was finding the best ways to fool you

Seems like I have been a fool to believe in you





Who said: 'Good guys don't get shit!'? Man you've got it all

I know you'll be happy even though you're no more playing ball

Sometimes we happen to win and sometimes we lose

End up with a championship trophy or in this case a bruise

I will look at it like it was a very tough game

Guess we were too young so no reasons to be ashamed

Ain't like we've closed a deal that turned out being a fraud

Always wondered though if I was the one moving abroad…?