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The Eyes of a Stranger
The Eyes of a Stranger
One lonely Saturday night
A road-weary Angel
Stepped her feet in my home
I instinctively knew, almost
Immediately she was different
Not like any found on Earth
We all chatted, as we ate Pizza
I was looking down, and felt her stare
I returned the gaze, and I was terrified
And lost...
There was no place I could hide!!
And I instantly knew...
She would see straight into my Soul
And know everything....
She would see my Darkness
The tears that NO ONE sees
She'd see The Beast, Chained,
Beaten into submission, and shackled
Since I was eight...
And she'd see the abused
Frightened little boy hiding in the shadows
Secretly hoping no one would find
"The Place Where I am really I"
I desperately needed to look away
Before she saw it all
I turned away, but I secretly feared
She'd seen it ALL already......
Everything hidden behind my stare
I've long believed in
"Giving myself away, with a Blind and Simple Faith"
But this was too much Truth for Anyone
Even for an Angel
I agonized for days
Curled up in Fear
I'd been outed, and
I would scare one more
Person away forever...
Making the existing loneliness
That much more lonely, and dismal
And I'd go back into hiding.....
Like I've always done
But this Stranger was different
She looked all the more in my eyes
And saw somethings that few ever have
Yes, she saw all the Dark Things
But she also saw the Magic I usually
Reserve for a very select few
She was like a velvet glove
Sliding into my depths so easily
With no fear, nor judgement
Because she was armed with
A kindness, a compassion,
And understanding that few will ever possess
From that point on, gazing into her
Eyes, and into the open doors to her
Heart, and her Soul became fascinating
And I learned, in time, that when she looks back
I'm actually looking into the mirror, not into...
The Eyes of a Stranger
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© Mirror_rorriM 8 /14/16 3:40a
M....for years I've used the Mirror_rorriM handle, but I never knew YOU existed, or were the second part of my handle. Whatever happens, you'll always be the other half of my "hide-behind" handle.
I love you passionately, tenderly, and perfectly. I'd strive to never shame, or hurt you, with ALL my Heart, which has grown considerably because of you...
You're a beautiful experience I'll ALWAYS treasure and hold you near and dear to my heart. If you say good-bye, the pain, like you, will always be exquisite, and beautiful to me. You are my ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️'s only Desire.
No one will ever replace you, or begin to take your place. And I'll not ever be looking.
Once a good man has experienced YOU, nothing else will EVER do. I'd prefer a life of near-complete solitude (just my guitars, and my "other" loves, Misha, n Kitt) than to be inevitably disappointed.
I'd rather live my remaining day's remembering our innocent nights together, you allowing me the pleasure of pleasuring you, AND you responding passionately than to have any other experience to sully those oh-so-Precious memories.
I'll keep those memories to myself, and will probably take to my grave. I might tell T, my oldest Grand-Baby, just so she'd know the depths and degrees possible when you meet your true Soul-Mate. So she won't settle for anything less than she deserves.
I Love You Forever M..Forever, into the Eternities to come. Please know you are LOVED completely here....
