Intimacy

I sold myself

to the (lowest) bidder.

 

I didn't think

I was worth much.

 

I believed that 

no one would 

find value in me. 

 

So I just said fuck 'em

and gave in to the man 

knocking on my door.

 

I knew it was reckless;

I knew it would wreck me. 

 

But I didn't care.

 

I'd do just about anything

to keep from feeling numb.

 

So I succumbed. 

 

And I could regret it 

but given a second chance,

I'd likely do it again. 

 

So I own up my mistakes

and try to learn from them.

 

There was something in me

that needed more.

 

And though sex wasn't love

it was the closest thing

I had to intimacy.

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