No, I dont know, i do not know

I cant remember

the last

time I

felt

like that



Felt it

Like it was the end

It was this

This was then



maybe it was love

maybe I just wanted it to be

that its like they said it would be

maybe its love that never happened to me



I wanted to believe in it so much

I wanted to

I want to

Still do



My heart had fought

the deepest

darkest

thought

far too long

I could’ve died for this dream



Die, I want to

I want to die

why can’t I



what purpose do I serve

why am I kept here

to watch the suffering

to see the pain so clear



I can’t tell you

No never  let on

That I am not real

Sad

fragile

frail



I live in a dream world

Where the good triumph over evil

And our minds are pure



Please somebody

OH PLEASE GOD

Help me find the cure


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