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1-15-05



I don't know who I am anymore.

Or should I say What I am anymore.

I know I am not a woman.

But I don't know that I am a man.

Am I jumping on the bandwagon.

To have a place to belong?

Am I putting myself into this box.

Because all of the rest of gotten to small?

Am I stepping outside the lines.

To further seperate myself from "them"?

I do so very much wish there was a third choice.

But there isn't.

I am not what I was born.

But I do not have the guts to change it.

To fight the system.

To jump through the hoops.

To play all of "their" games.

So I am stuck in limbo.

As my little Angel said.

I am half boy and half girl.

With a penis and thingies.

Never one or the other.

Never happy inside.

Always alone.

Fighting just to exist.