11/04-Second Fiddle

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November 2004

11-15-04

4:01 am



I am sick to death of being the second fiddle.

In every aspect of my life I am in second place.

I just want to be someone’s most important.

I just want to be the one thing that they think about.

I just want to be all that matters in their world.

I just want to be all that they care about.

I just want to be that one thing.

I just want to be.

But I am not.

And I will never be.

No one will ever care.

No one will ever know.

No one will ever believe in me.

And no one will ever know my pain.

And I just have to get used to that.

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