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8-18-04

2:11 am



Xxxx is emotional.

You have cut me off in the middle of an extremely important conversation

for me.

And I am left with nothing and no one.

Left with nothing to do but sit and cry and my confusion.

Sit and cry and misunderstandings.

Why is it that when I stand up for myself.

I am trying to start a serious conversation.

When all I was doing was dealing with it when it came up.

I get the feeling that you don’t want to deal with my emotional side.

That Xxxx’s emotions mean more to you then mine do.

That I am a lot of fun as long as I don’t feel anything.

Do I have too many feelings to be Daddi?

Why do I feel as if the parts that made you and I special.

Have all been undermined and taken away from me.

Being your Daddi was a very comfortable roll for me.

I thought I could incorporate that role with that of soft hearted boi.

Apparently I was wrong.

Soft hearted boi has spoiled it all.

Once again my emotions are too much for someone to handle.

This is my fear in letting you read my work.

I am afraid it will be too much emotion.

And will further destroy the role I so loved filling.

Why am I not allowed to be unsure?

Why am I not allowed to be emotional?

Why are my emotions spoiling what my heart so desperately needs?