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12/03-Why........I fall
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1996-2003 12-29-03
12:59 pm
Perhaps it is I that is slow.
After all I am the one that keeps repeating the same patterns.
Over and over again I fall for those I know I can�t have.
I fall for those I know I can�t have, is this some sort of self destructive
pattern?
I fall for those I know I can�t have, is this some sort of punishment?
I fall for those I know I can�t have, is this fate�s idea of a joke?
I fall for those that when faced with a decision, never pick me.
I fall for those that when push comes to shove I get shoved.
Why do I continue to come here?
Why do I continue to put myself in this position?
Why do I continue to not be able to hold the one that I love tightly?
Why do I continue to fuck myself over like this?
Why do I continue to run head long into boarder after boarder?
Why do I continue to come here?
I never learn my lesson time after time, heartache after heartache.
Perhaps I am slow.
Yes indeed it is I that is slow.
